The moment I walked into my parents house I felt very heavy. My mother was my absolute very best friend and I couldn’t fathom a life without her. There were weeks leading up to this where I would try and limit my calls per day to her knowing one day, sooner than later I wouldn’t have that luxury. She passed the Saturday before Thanksgiving and to be completely honest it’s all a blur. I tried my damnedest to be the best mother I could have been during that time, but I am honestly thankful my house had the week off to help and be there for me. Everyday I would take a shower, wrap up in a towel and go back to bed. The transition and the emptiness was horrendous. I believe losing mom at 29 helped me be a little more compassionate and loving towards everyone.
Living without her.
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I'm a mother of 3 daughters trying to be the best mama I can be. Unfortunately I lost my mom a little over 2 years ago. So I'd like to share parts of my life with you that have had the biggest impact on my life and what has helped shape me into the woman I have become and still growing into. View more posts
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